tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17565213.post3086748354543151311..comments2023-09-18T22:21:08.936+08:00Comments on Markedly: Jesus loves us so much.....Mark Edwardshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11982019941512009578noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17565213.post-22926857704773228452009-07-06T03:31:56.365+08:002009-07-06T03:31:56.365+08:00I often wonder why my father has blessed me so. I...I often wonder why my father has blessed me so. I wonder why he's done so much for me, when I have done nothing in return but be selfish and self centered. I do not deserve his love, yet it is given solidly, relentlessly, unconditionally, and it is undeserved. I can't fathom that kind of love. I wish I could love like that. I do love, but I am too selfish to love like that, and that makes me a failure...as a man, a person, a husband, a father, and as a witness. I am truly sad about how I am. I can only hope that eventually..... my selfishness wont cloud the way that is shown to meRickynoreply@blogger.com