It is great to have a pastoral team.
Support, prayer....but the primary reason?

So you don't think you are mad.

Madness comes from.......

Loneliness

Isolation

Being misunderstood

Not understanding why people do what they do

Questioning yourself, your own motives...if in fact...you are mad!

Having others to journey with helps in all these ways...you may still have doubts, but doubts shared with others...really helps.